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Jesus’ deep heart and grief at the Last Supper

Wednesday, November 18th, 2009

Revelation to pastor Kim Jinmi – November 6th, 2009

With the Eucharist just around the corner, I was thinking a lot about the meaning of the Eucharist and how we must prepare. That night, the Lord told me about the Eucharist, so I read again all the accounts of the Eucharist in the 4 gospels – the final path he had to take. I felt the Lord’s deep heart and grief from the conversations that he had with his disciples. When I was praying with tears, feeling the Lord’s deep heart and grief at dawn, the Lord told me about the Eucharist again.

(Part 1)

<The Lord’s words>

Today, I want to tell you about the Eucharist.

Before I talk to you about it, you must know my love first.

With love, God the Father created this earth and wanted to fulfill the history of love and the perfect history of the brides.
The reason I was sent 2,000 years ago was to fulfill the perfect history of the brides that was not fulfilled through Adam and Eve, wasn’t it?

It was such a valuable history of love.

God wanted to fulfill the true history of love through me.

It wasn’t easy to wake up those who were servants and make them become brides.

I wanted to wake them up with love through my beloved disciples.

I gave them all of my love and all my heart lavishly.

I have loved you without regret and without holding back.

However, even before fulfilling the history of love completely, I had no choice but to go on the path of death because the world was wicked.

There was not even one person who was awake and received me with love.

I wanted to fulfill the perfect history of the gospel and I truly wanted to change you through the Word but I could not fulfill the will. In the end, it turned out to be the history of tears in which I couldn’t help but to pay for your sins through my death.

I didn’t want to take the path of death at all.

Not because I was afraid of death.

I wasn’t afraid of death because I determined to love with my life on the line since I came to this world.

However, I wanted to love you to my heart’s content, give you all my heart to my heart’s content and reveal the secrets of creation, secrets of Father in heaven and the spiritual world and secrets of love to my heart’s content. I wanted to love you with all my heart and receive your love to my heart’s content.
I was going to fulfill the history of love that wasn’t fulfilled for 4000 years.

I truly wanted to make my heavenly Father’s wishes come true.
However, without fulfilling the will and the history of love completely in the physical world, I had no choice but to walk on the path of the cross to save your life only.

Salvation was given for sure but the fundamental [purpose] was to fulfill the history of love.

I wanted to fulfill the perfect history of salvation with love.

However, it turned out to be the basic history of salvation, which was to save your life only.

How do you think I’ve felt in my heart?

I poured all of my heart and I poured all of my love.

I truly loved you as a bridegroom.
I had no choice but to leave without fulfilling the will of love.

Is this history going to end just with a crush?

I wanted to erase the wound of love, the loneliness of love that God had felt for 4000 years in the Old Testament.

Again, I had no choice but to leave without fulfilling the will of love.  Once again, it became the history of grief and tears and solitude.

Young brides, you were too immature to give and take my love.

Young brides who didn’t understand the expression of my love.

I had to leave without even embracing them with my love.

My heart was so heavy. My heart was hurting so much.

Unbearable sorrow. I was in anguish to hide that.

My immature brides, what could I say to them?

I wanted to tell them about my love.

I wanted to tell them about the love of my heavenly Father.

I wanted to tell them I truly love them.

I wanted to tell them that I wanted to live embracing them in my arms.

I waited for your love with longing for 4000 years of history.

I wanted to tell you that I wanted to fulfill the history of love through you that wasn’t fulfilled through Adam and Eve.

However, my brides were so unprepared and so immature that I couldn’t tell them about my love.
I had to leave burying that love in my heart.

And I had the last supper with them, holding sorrow and suffering in my heart.

I spoke to each one of them that I could not see in the body again.

Because I loved them as the bridegroom, whether they realized it or not, because I loved them pouring all of my love, separating with them was so painful for me.